fuck no.


Wow I, Tiffany, have not been in livejournal is forever but i need to vent a lot so i am back and ready to expose my life again.


here is a start...

Love triangles NEVER work. Don't try. I didn't succeed or wait not triangles i guess it would be more of having 3 boys at once thinking they won't find out about each other because they are each all in a different state. yea wrong. think again this world is too fucking small.


anyways in the end i ended up with the best one. willing to do anything for me. and i mean anything and i just wished he didn't tour and live 2500 miles away.

Summer school is coming to an end. One more week. Four days and 32 hours left!

show us beer bellys!!


we want to see them.


thanks

i cant figure out how to please them... nothing i do seems to be the right thing to do.

Sitting at my computer and wishing it was last week again. And that all of that fun was just begining. i want it back. I wanna have funa again. The kind of fun where you just don't give a fuck about anything or anyone. All you know is that you're happy and gald to be where you are. But no I find myself in two classes each 2 hours long....what the fuck? i hate myself for doing summer school. ugh. but whatever. i am getting this shit out of the way right? yes just keep thinking that and everything will be ok. Two more weeks and i have summer again!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSS!

D-land trip is the process of planning...... what what?!?!
AUG 27-29

Oh kevins parents invited me on their d-land trip with them.....weird. I haven't even met them yet....

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I dunno how to use words to describe yesterday. amazing can't even come close to it.
My 5th Warped tour and it was 10 times better then any i've ever been to. Amanda and i left my house around 730 to go to Sac Town. We made it in record time it seemed. 2 and a hald hour drive seems like nothing compared to the 8 and 5 hour one we did earlier that week.

Once again Phil put us on the guestlist so pretty much we can rome anywhere we wanted to. and did we take advantage of it? Oh yeah to the fullest....WE hung out at the Victory Tent with Jordan and Mark. God i love them. We met mark at the first warped we went to because he is working with jordan. We got to sit in the tent all day until UnderOath of course played. Then We went backstage and watched "SpEE". They rocked it hardcore style. AND WE LOVED IT. Then back to the Victory tent we went. We hung out. We even took pictures with the masks we promised jordan. haha. its a good pictures. DonT worry amanda should be posting it for all to see. Then we left because Hawthorne Heights was having a signing at the tent. Went to watch Reggie....

After Reggie we went back to the Victory booth and sat in the van while we watched HH sign away. Then all of a sudden Jordan was all like look behind the tent and we ended up going back there and guess who was there?!?!?!?! Travis Barker!!!!! So we met him. He was sweaty......but we didn't mind. ;)

Then we hung out with Phil until he left and we said our goodbye and wished them a safe trip home and what not. Then as we were walking back in Paul from Silverstein. He remembered us from a couple days before when we ate with him at dinner. So we walked to the stage he was playing at since i wanted to watch then play. He is really nice! So nice i think i may want to marry him.....ha ha jk. But he is cool. After Silverstein played we hung out with Jordan and went back to Hawthorne Heights Bus which was kind of lame compared to Silversteins bus we later went on. In the bus we just talked to them and we even showed HH ours dance to the fall out boy song......i was too tired to care what they thought of me by then. There bus is the only bus with a plasma....which is lame but who needs a plasma when a regular tv works just fine. Jordan left us on the bus and it was sort of ackward but its ok Mark was on the bus so we were talking to him and everyone. Then we were getting tired so we asked where Jordan maybe and they said with paul on Silversteins bus. so we walked to the bus and went in and sat with jordan and paul for a while. then said bye but as we were leaving we saw TIM ARMSTRONG! And we weren't sure if it was him so we went back into the bus and was like look out the window is that TIm? and they were like yea go talk to him he is really nice! so we went and took pictures with him and he was nice! As we were taking pictures i could Jordan and Paul on the bus spying on us..... "Hit the lights!" It was awesome. Once we were done taking pictures jordan cane off the bus and was like "come back into the bus we wanna see the pictures, but we can't look at them out here" So we went inside and showed them. it was amzing. then Jordan and Paul told us they only talked to him once and were intimidated by him cuz he is so famous or something like that and if they told us that before we probably wouldn't have taken a picture with him.....

After all this excitment we said goodbye and went home....

I will have to say best warped tour EVER. and to top it off i got an interesting Text that i definitly was not expecting.

I love you amanda!

Thanks for a good time,

Tiffany


ps. Shannon i hope you had as much fun as i did! Avenge Seven Fold....... jealous.

4 warped tours in a row and i'm tired.

we went from san diego to long beach to san francisco back to ventura and now on thursday sac town.......

I have to admit. I'm stressed about the trip. Stressed about everything that is going into it. I really can't wait to go, but another part is like i can't wait for it to be over.....argh.

my plans before we leave.

Monday- Oil Change,Clean Car, Get money from bank

Tuesday- Shop for last minute items i may need/ nail appt.


wednesday we leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is the day my moms gonna find out how i stopped going to school last semester... and how bad my grades are... hopefully i can still go to so cal next week. i should be able to go i mean kelly does a whole lot worse then i do. oh well... i start classes next week and im actually excited and im really going to try. oh and i got my new sunglasses thanks to tiffany and i LOVE them more then anything. the end.

Hey people of livejournal.



PARTY at shannons house. (No really PARTY. more then 7 people trust me)


Do yourself a favor.......be there.

yo fools.


I was researching some shit on wapred and well uhhhhh this is my plan so far. feel freeto put in put on changing it.....

June 29- leave after summer school gets out/ check in to whatever hotel we find in san diego near the coors amiphitheater. (i'm currently looking)

June 30- Check out of hotel. Go to warped at the amphitheater. after warped or whenever we want to leave drive an hour and 45mins to long beach and check in to the hotel there.
(party it up that night?)

July 1- Check out. goto warped at cal state long beach. Leave whenever we are ready. Pull an all nighter and drive to MY house.

July 2- sleep for like a couple of hours then wake up and go to SF warped... :)


sounds good guys?

Nick......nick nick nick. You just called me at 2am asking if i wanted to hang out. and what did i say? no. because i ws suppose to hang out with you uhhhhhhh on saturday and i was like 5mins away from where you were, but no you had to hang out with your friends. All i want to do with you is to hook up with you. my interest goes no further then that, but honestly......i have to work my ass off just to get any cuz you are always i dunno busy unless its 2 in the morning.


its 2am and i am sitting here thinking about how fucking cute dustin is. i love him actually i love his car.....hahaha. i love last night. this night wasn't bad but the party i went to was all guys......man it was weird. they were drunk and i wasn't. i love watching drunk people especially drunk 16 year old girls! what what!



I LOVE JORDAN. HE CALLED ME TODAY. WHAT CAN I SAY I AM A SUCKER FOR.....I DUNNO WHERE I WAS GOING WITH THAT....BUT I LOVE HIM. I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN!


anyways my foot is asleep and i have to wake up tomorrow to go running.


peace out fools.

Tiffany

so if my parents go away then that means he is going to spend the night... why did i have to say something?? now im scared. i dont know if its what i want anymore.

i tried on the versace sunglasses i want and i must say im in LOVE with them and thats all i have to say.


oh and MY parents might be going away next weekend?? PARTY anyone??

I dunno what shannon did to our journal but its fucked up and i love it.


Saw the get up kids......sadness. i wanted to cry but didnt.

Jordan invited me to see them twice in Chicago......i wish i had the balls to just fly out there right now and see them with him. God.....bleh. i wish i could just rebel for once and not think about what i was doing. damn my parents have me whipped. haha.


the end.


Tri....love him!


signing off,
Tiffany

i like how this boy stays up really late... it gives me someone to talk to when i cant sleep... and we talk until i pass out.

saves the day might be touring with senses fail and say anything? that would be a weird tour?

i think i liked this weekend... i think the best part of my weekend was playing with this kitten.
i wanted to take it home but he wouldnt let me so we made an agreement that rena and i can go over and play with it when we want.

So i totally went to the Last Tour of the get up kids at the fillmore, sf. (we all know they'll be back. haha.) But for the most part i love it. Dacing, singing, yelling at guy who were in my view. fucking loved it. I almost had to go alone with an extra ticket...that would have sucked. This crowd was younger then the last get up kids show. weird. didn't care for the younger kids. they were only there because of say anything. ::cough::


over it.


gotta keep busy.

25 days hos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(WE NEED TO BUY TICKETS)


LAST NIGHT....

PIMP CUPS AND HOOKAH.

screaming to underoath and senses fail. awesome. throat is killing me! but it was worth it. amanda and i rocked out really hard it hurt. hardcore foo life!

Don't you hate it when you saw something coming a mile away and didn't do or say anything about it? Yeah i do. I wish i called him out on it. I wish i told him everything i felt. how i hated him for acting stupid and different. How i cried the whole fucking trip out there. How i would lock myself in the bathroom because it was the only place i wouldn't be bothered. How i hated going to your apartment and how i hated everything about you. I hate that trip. I wish i didn't have any memories of it. But it doesn't matter now. You don't matter. I'm glad i met you and we can still talk, but in the end I will never really like you. And i lied when i said theres a room in my house with your name on it. I lied because i know you'll never take the offer up and we both know that you and i will never probably see each other again. And this i can live with.


After today i am going to improve myself. Rid myself of everything i hate about me.



I have too many choice and its terrible.

I disgust myself.